Wednesday, May 25, 2011

Continuing study at JAPAN. Foundation in Engineering at Shizuoka College Of University.

Peace Be Upon You Guys.

Rasanya baru je update tentang hal ni - from my previous post - 

2weeks ago, I just received an offer letter (thru email) from that university, got a respond after a few years waited for a good offer. And thanks GOD I really-really have it right now. Tapi dekat offer letter tu ada tulis

" We are sorry to say Miss Jamalludin, Nurhafizah, are just offered our half-scholarship (refer page 3) and have to make it before 2nd of July. You are invited to our class for your smoothly speaking and click the button below for confirmation"

Setiap kali baca offer letter ni hati aku sebak, kadang-kadang nangis sorang-sorang. Tak tahulah sebab apa, tak dapat nak express perasaan dengan kata-kata. Ini peluang keemasan untuk aku gapai impian dan cita-cita yang dah lama terpadam. I waited for a few years, and how could I leave it ? Mak I really wan't to be there but I don't wanna leave what I have now especially you and my life here. 

Selama 2 tahun tunggu result ni, aku dah meneruskan perjuangan di UiTM..Yes UiTM di hatiku and how could I go ? banyak kenangan di UiTM..Terlalu banyak. Susah senang di UiTM. 

Malam tadi, lepas celebrate my birthday..Aku buka balik offer letter(thru email). Aku sebak for a second times. Aku minta ayah aku pergi pejabat MARA, apply for scholarship.. Nak jamin dapat belum tentu lagi sebab MARA forsure akan utamakan orang yang dapat scholarship MARA dulu. Aku buat istikharah. Jawapannyaaa.... DON'T GO. Instinct aku kuat kata tak payah pergi. 

Bukan senang, bukan mudah nak fikir semua ni. Orang semua cakap "go..for a good future" tapi orang tak fikir pengorbanan yang kita akan lakukan, aku tension jugak environment yang macam ni. huhu kadang-kadang dah malas nak cakap. Aku tahu, kat sini pun boleh belajar..boleh berjaya..nak berjaya tak kira tempat, tinggal nak atau taknak, tinggal usaha and tak je.

Aku tak bagitahu sesiapa pun yang aku dah ACCEPT tawaran tu. Apa yang aku buat ni ? betul ke ? pening jugak la mase nak buat keputusan malam tadi. Apa yang aku harapkan sekarang, aku berjaya in my undertaking future. COMPUTER SCIENCE is not hard as what I think (???)  tapi kenapa aku accept ? sebab aku tak boleh bawa CS ? NO ! betul kata Ridhwan (one of my friends) aku bukan tak boleh bawa CS tapi aku tak boleh bawa MATHS. What aaaa, engineering pun ada maths jugak kot :| 

Takpe sekarang ni just follow the conditions first, belum tentu lagi kalau admit offer tu, aku akan ke Jepun. Kalau dah takdir aku di UiTM, sampai grad aku kat UiTM. Betul kata uncle, kat Malaysia pun ada offer engineering, tak salah kalau ambil 2 sijil diploma. Cuma masa je. For those my friends yang akan ke oversea nextyear. Goodluck and do well. I'm sorry if tak dapat follow u guys.

Ni la shizuoka University. Hebat.

6 comments:

  1. at the end that is u that have to make the decision its not bout others its bout ur self... my advice is to just follow u r heart...

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  2. follow my heart then we'll meet again la nextsem :)

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  3. haha..same la kite..xleh bawak maths..malangnye sebab math tula subjek lain drop skali..hampeh~

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  4. kau pun ? hurm kenapa kenapa kenapaaaaa CS ade calculusssssss ????????????

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